Bonjour,

Last Monday I wrote about my progress for finding a guiding purpose in life. If you read it you might remember that I said I’m trying to establish a framework which will provide me with the scaffolding for understanding myself. I wanted to take a moment just to explain what it is that I’m talking about. Perhaps you’ll find it useful.

With any construction, be it a house, a web-page or some IKEA furniture you will be required to have a basic understanding of the tools at your disposal. You’ll have to understand the blueprint, which pieces fit together and which do not. A hammer may work in some instances, but we also require more delicate tools.

To make this a little bit less abstract. My mind is a collection of tools that I have at my disposal. I can choose to use my logical reasoning for solving problems or perhaps my analytical perspective. Sometimes I will have to be rational, other times I might be required to be irrational. Had this been an IKEA furniture piece I would have had a carefully written blueprint for how everything fits together, when I should do what and when to achieve my goal of putting that damned thing together.

The body

Life unfortunately does not come with a blueprint, no matter how much some people would try and have us believe the opposite. Buy this for happiness, and acquire this for a great relationship and on it goes. Even though life does not come with a manual, there are certain things I can do to deepen the understanding of myself. In our ever going quest for knowledge we have begun to understand the composition of the mind. I would even dare to say that we have a pretty darn good idea of the components of our bodies and minds.

Unfortunately we’ve got a long road ahead of us in understanding how all the pieces fit together and affect each other. This is something we definitely do not yet know. Even the most basic and fundamental things such as nutrition, we can’t say with absolute certainty how it affects us, how something is metabolised and absorbed by our bodies. I’m not saying that we’re clueless, but if we were certain I’m confident that we wouldn’t have health problems, diets, pills and so forth.

My framework. I should talk about my framework. Right, so. I’m not entirely sure yet what it means exactly, but I’ll try and describe it. What I’m trying to establish is what our basic core components are and how they fit together. The building blocks that we’ve been built with. It’s ambitious and perhaps futile, but I love it. The seeking, the trying and mystique surrounding it. A basic component is something that I consider, hmm, a unit. For example an emotion, joy. How does this affect our cognition? What parts should be combined in order to achieve the maximum and most efficient results? When should they be applied?

I’m hoping that through a deeper understanding of these components I can improve the chances of understanding myself. How I react to input, experiences and even how I will use the outcome of these events in the future. One might argue that I’m leaving nothing to the supernatural, or metaphysical. I guess that would be a correct assessment. But I choose to begin here, because it will be much easier to relate to. Metaphysics is much more theoretical and difficult to work with because you have only your thoughts and imagination as guidance. It quickly gets complicated and it’s why I’ve decided to focus a little bit more on the tangible world.

I do have every intention of eventually venturing into other dimensions and see what truths they might hold. Even in String Theory they leave room for more dimensions than those observable. To say that we would someone be excluded from them would be foolish. Astral projection, out-of-body experiences might all be related to this, but currently I need to stick with one thing and work my way from there.

I realise as I wrote this that it hasn’t become exactly clear what I mean with framework, but hopefully it will become more clear over time.

Again, thanks for taking your time to read and if you’ve got anything to share, by all means, do!

/ Christoffer

PS: If you happen to read my post yesterday (Tuesday). No need to worry, I’m fine. I might have some slight bi-polar disorder or something :-) I’m still confused, conflicted, but my anger has subsided. Frustration is still there, but not so much of myself, but the lacking of interest from fellow humans. People have succumbed to media, consumerism and no thoughts as to how it affects the future. That I find frustrating.

Hello fellow peeps of the Internets!

I continue to avoid writing the follow up brain article, but not because I don’t want to, but because I feel there is so much else to share. Anyway. I thought it was about time I wrote down a few words on my progress so far. While I’ve only been “officially” on this journey for a mere two weeks, I feel things have already changed. It’s funny really. While I have not yet found my guiding purpose, I’ve managed to boost other areas of my life somehow. Not quite sure where that came from. Regardless, the result is that I’ve introduced a few (in my opinion) significant changes to my life which I hope will only improve my situation.

1. Rising early
2. Exercise

The rising early part has so far exceeded my expectations. I decided to try it because people have been raving about early mornings for quite a while, I’m sure you’ve heard about them. I wasn’t sure whether this was because it was cool to be an early riser or whether it actually was good. I thought creativity at night was my way of life, but honestly, now I’d say it’s the opposite.

For two weeks I’ve been getting up around 5 am in the morning, immediately going for a 30-40 minute walk around our peninsula where we live. After coming back I do about 10 minutes of yoga to stretch and welcome the day. The combination of these two changes have significantly altered the course of my day. I no longer rise because I have work waiting, but because I’ve got fun things to do such as writing and learning.

These two, arguably, simple changes have had quite the impact on me, and this is in only two weeks. I’m more alert and have more mental clarity, even though my energy levels do dip every now and then. I believe this not to be related to the new routines, but rather me not having good enough discipline to actually eat before I get tired, but only when my stomach has turned in-side-out. That’s another thing on my “agenda” for change. To start preparing and planning my meals a bit better. Luckily I’ve got an attentive and caring girlfriend that really wants me to be the best and she has a keen sense of when I should eat. Good that someone does!

Future and the Time to Come

I’ve done quite a bit of reading these past two weeks, more than I ever have done before in such a short amount of time. One might think I’ve read about personal development and other self-help resources, but I’ve gone completely geeky here. I’m trying to understand the composition of our brain, cognitive abilities etcetera. I felt it would be the intelligent thing to do. I guess my intention with that is to try and establish some sort of framework which I can use to develop my own purposes and goals at the same time as I satisfy my logical and analytical self which needs “proof” for everything.

Currently I’m doing research on primary emotions, and how they relate to our cognitive systems. I’m actually planning on writing a longer article about what I call, “Primal Abilities – A Framework for Personal Development”. This will, I hope, become my foundation from where I launch into a deeper understanding of myself. In order to not waste time analysing things that I cannot change I need to learn what parts of me are genetically coded. Also understanding the function of the mind will make it easier to avoid trapping myself into self doubt thinking there is something that I can’t change.

I know much of this knowledge already exists out there on teh Interwebz, but the problem is not finding it, it’s correlating it and intelligently extracting meaning and what is relevant to what I’m trying to achieve. I admire the mission of Google, but now if only someone could create a service to make all this available information useful. How about a contextual based search engine? Feed it some text, and have it provide you with pages that have the same type of content. I.e. it can make deductions from a particular set of information and provide new information that is similar to what you provided in the first place. That would be neat.

Oh, I almost forgot. While on my way to work the other day I realised that I’m very much a philosopher, a scientific philosopher. I would love to read, write and just spend all my waken hours devouring knowledge and attempt to provide my take on it all. That would be fantastic. I should also admit that I do wish that writing this blog could hopefully someday provide me with some sort of platform to launch me into this “ideal” path of life. But one thing at a time. Tomorrow is a new day, waiting to happen and bring me new challenges and wisdom. Wonder what I will learn tomorrow. It’s exciting.

/ Christoffer